Even when they assure you nothing will happen it’s still like, just knowing that someone else is going for what you have. You’re so scared that you might lose that person, that you’ll be replaced. Your stomach turns and you can’t do anything about it, especially if you’re far away. It’s like get the fuck out, she’s with me.
She already thinks of him as a friend, a good friend, but she can also them be more than friends.
The problem is, she’s afraid. ‘Cause she knows if she catches feelings, it will change things. If she becomes more than friends, then that makes her more vulnerable to get hurt, that she’s putting a friendship at risk, afraid that she might ruin a good thing & lose him for good if something fucks up.
You always have this effect on me where just by the mere sound of your voice, or your name popping up on my phone, or even just by the thought of you; you always make me smile. Whenever I’m in a bad mood, for some reason, only you can brighten up my day. You seriously make me happy.
You’re very different from the others in more ways than one. You just always have such a positive effect on me. I love it.
I smile more and laugh more. I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don’t feel hurt and alone when I’m with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You’re easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don’t have to…
There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix them.
29750.) I wish I knew what was wrong with me. This is all getting really old. Angry, sad, happy, sad, angry, happy all within a few seconds of each other. What the hell? Why can't I just be normal? I wish I wasn't bipolar.