I really am. I get so confusing when it comes to what I want, and whenever something is wrong. I can never set my mind straight. Sometimes, my mind is blank. Being a confusing person can lead to so much problems. I’m hard to understand, hard to handle, and I’m just very hard to deal with.
Sometimes the only thing that people see is what you did. They would automatically judge you on what they see. When in fact, they should be looking at why you did it. Why did you do it? Everyone has a reason behind everything, they don’t do something just for the hell of it.
Whenever a friend is down or is confused, I try to give them the most positive advice there is. I give them encouragement, give them verbal support, and remind them I have their back. I find possible solutions to help with their conflicts, but I never take my own advice. Although my solutions are practical, I don’t understand why I don’t want to take my own advice. Is it because I don’t trust it, or is it because I want myself to suffer?